经典散文50篇中英对照
十年的等待__佚名
中午时分，只见一个年约30岁，穿着笔挺西服的男人，心事重重地走进了这家飘散着浓浓咖啡香的小小咖啡厅。
欢迎光临！年轻的老板娘亲切地招呼着。男人一面客气地微微点点头，一面走到吧台前的位子坐了下来，开口对老板娘说：麻烦给我一杯摩卡，谢谢。
好的，请稍候。老板娘微笑着说。接着便开始熟练地磨碎咖啡豆，煮起咖啡来。男人一直带着笑容看着老板娘煮咖啡的动作，似乎对这样的景象感到相当欢喜。
过了没多久，老板娘便将一杯香醇的咖啡端到男人的面前。请慢用！谢谢。男人将杯子拿到嘴边，浅浅地尝了一口。觉得我们这家店怎么样？很不错！气氛很好。我自己也是很喜欢，所以虽然生意不好，我和我先生却还是舍不得把它关掉。嗯……男人好似有所同感地点了点头，又喝了一口咖啡。
两人沉默了一会儿，空荡荡的店里只剩下悠扬的爵士音乐。这时男人忽然开了口，打破了这短暂的宁静。可以请教你一个问题吗？什么问题？老板娘好奇地问。这该怎么说好呢？男人抓着头，一副不知所措的样子。你可以先听我说个故事吗？
老板娘点点头，示意男人继续说下去。
我以前有个很要好的女朋友，已经到了要论及婚嫁的地步。我和她之间的感情发展得相当平凡，并不是什么经过大风大浪、轰轰烈烈般的爱情。但我从第一眼看到她的时候，就知道她是我一直期待着的女孩。更令我高兴的是她也回应了我的示爱，接受了我。这一切顺利得让我整个人陶醉于幸福和喜悦之中，只不过……只不过发生了什么事吗？老板娘打断了男人的话。男人脸色沉了下来，略微停顿了一下后，开口说下去：只不过我忘了幸福的背后，往往藏匿着最可怕的恶魔。就在我们订婚前一个月的一个晚上，她……她却遭到歹徒的强暴……啊！老板娘惊讶地叫出了声。
都怪我！要是我那天坚持送她回去就好了！男人用力地打着桌面，杯子中的咖啡因剧烈的震动而溢了出来，他的脸上充满了痛苦和自责。你要问我的该不会就是这个吧？老板娘一面擦拭着溢出来的咖啡一面说。
不！不是的！我对她的感情不会因为这样而有所动摇，我决定仍旧如期订婚，可惜就在我们订婚的那一天，她上吊自杀了。男人说话的语调十分平静，但从他的表情上看得出，当时的他是多么的难过与震惊。自杀！那她有没有怎么样？老板娘睁大了眼睛，紧张地看着男人。幸运的是我们发现得早，送到医院时还有救，但脑部因严重缺氧而呈现昏迷状态，甚至一度有成为植物人的危险。
那她后来醒过来了吗？有的，她醒了！但当我得知她醒了的消息，高兴地要去看她时，却被她父母给拦在门外。
为什么？她父母为什么不让你去看她？当她父母跪在地上求我的时候，我才知道原来她失去了记忆，失去了认识我以后的记忆，医生说这是选择性失忆症，当人在遭遇极大的打击时，会逃避性地藏起一些记忆。她父母求我暂时不要再出现在她面前，他们认为让她就这样忘了之前的一切对她比较好，怕我要是去见她或许会让她回想起来过去发生的事情，到时她可能又会陷入昏迷，甚至又跑去自杀。如果我是真的爱她，现在就不要去见她。为了她，也为了我们的以后，他们要我忍耐一下。
她父母这么说也是有道理，反正只是暂时嘛！等她情绪和身体都稳定了，你就又可以见她啦！老板娘听了男人的话后这样说。
男人对着老板娘微微笑了笑说：你知道他们的暂时指的是多久吗？是10年啊！也就是这10年里我得要忍受这种没有她的日子，就算偶尔在路上碰面，也得要装作陌生人和她擦肩而过。你知道这样的日子有多难熬，这样想爱却又不能爱的心情有多痛苦！男人用近乎咆哮的声音吼着。虽然这样很痛苦，但你还是选择了这条路吧？老板娘用怜悯的眼神看着男人。
老板娘的眼神让男人冷静了下来，点头说：嗯！而且到今天就满10年了！
哦！真的吗？那真是恭喜了，你努力撑了10年，到今天终于可以去见她了！老板娘开心地说。是这样没错！但是愈到这一天，我反倒愈害怕。10年了，我的心意是没有改变，但是她呢？如果我跟她说了以前的事，她还是想不起我那怎么办？或者是她已经有男朋友，甚至结婚了呢？这就是我想请教你的问题！男人似乎略带紧张地看着眼前年轻的女店主，静静地等待着她的答复。
嗯……老板娘用手托着头，脸色凝重地想着男人所提的问题。我想既然你这么爱那个女孩，她记不记得你其实并不重要，最多是重新开始而已，再重新追求她一次，再重新谈一次恋爱，其实也很不错吧！而且就算有男朋友了也没关系啊！把她从他手中抢过来不就行了吗！老板娘笑着说。但是！她忽然将表情严肃了起来，但是如果她已经结婚了的话，那你就放弃吧！我们结了婚的人啊，是最痛恨有人破坏人家家庭的了！是吗？男人低着头冷漠地说。没错！所以你可千万别做个破坏女人家庭的人哦！
丁零！挂在门上的铃铛又响了起来，走进来几个刚下课的大学生，老板娘走出吧台，忙着招呼这几位新来的客人。对了！老板娘好像忽然想到了什么，转过头来看着男人。你为什么会问我这些啊！我和你不过是第一次见面而已啊！她好奇地问。大概是因为那个女孩曾说过，结婚以后要和我一起开一家像这样的咖啡厅吧！
哦！原来是这样子啊！老板娘说。嗯！只是这样而已！只是……男人不停地重复着同样一句话，就好像在借此告诉自己什么似的。
爵士乐停了下来，整个屋子里只剩下大学生谈笑的声音。男人低着头偷偷地瞄着老板娘手上的结婚戒指，一滴温暖的眼泪悄悄地滑进了那杯早已冷却的咖啡里。
Ten years of waiting _ _ Anonymous
At noon, I saw a man about 30 years old, dressed in a straight suit, and walked into this small coffee shop with thick coffee fragrance. "Welcome!" The young wife of shop-owner greeted kindly. The man nodded politely and sat down in front of the bar and said to the proprietress, "Please give me a mocha, thank you." "OK, please wait a moment." Wife of shop-owner said with a smile. Then he began to grind the coffee beans skillfully and boil the coffee. The man has been watching the wife of shop-owner making coffee with a smile, and seems to be quite happy with the sight. It didnt take long for the wife of shop-owner to bring a cup of mellow coffee to the man. "Please enjoy your meal!" "Thank you." The man took the cup to his mouth and took a shallow sip. "What do you think of our store?" "Very good! The atmosphere is very good. " "I like it myself, so although the business is not good, my husband and I are still reluctant to turn it off." "Well ..." The man nodded as if he felt the same way, and took another sip of coffee. Two people were silent for a while, and only melodious jazz music was left in the empty shop. At this moment, the man suddenly opened his mouth and broke the short silence. "Can I ask you a question?" "Whats the problem?" Wife of shop-owner asked curiously. "How can I say this?" The man grabbed his head and looked overwhelmed. "Can you listen to me tell a story first?" Wife of shop-owner nodded and motioned for men to continue. "I used to have a very good girlfriend, and I have come to the point of talking about marriage. The relationship between her and me has developed quite ordinary, and its not a vigorous love after great winds and waves. But when I first saw her, I knew she was the girl I had been looking forward to. What makes me happy is that she also responded to my love and accepted me. All this went so well that I was intoxicated with happiness and joy, but, ""just what happened? " Wife of shop-owner interrupted the man. The mans face sank. After a pause, he began to say, "I just forgot that the most terrible demons are often hidden behind happiness. One night just one month before our engagement, she ... she was raped by gangsters ... ""Ah! " Wife of shop-owner surprised to call out the sound. "Im to blame! If only I had insisted on sending her back that day! " The man hit the desktop hard, and the caffeine in the cup overflowed with violent vibration. His face was full of pain and remorse. "This is not what you want to ask me, is it?" Wife of shop-owner said as she wiped the spilled coffee. "No! Its not! My feelings for her will not be shaken by this. I decided to get engaged as scheduled. Unfortunately, on the day of our engagement, she hanged herself. " Mans tone of voice is very calm, but I can see from his expression how sad and shocked he was at that time. "Suicide! What about her? " Wife of shop-owner Zheng big eyes, looked at the man nervously. "Fortunately, we found it early and were saved when we were sent to the hospital, but the brain was in a coma due to severe hypoxia, and even had the danger of becoming a vegetative person." "Did she wake up later?" "yes, she woke up! But when I learned that she was awake and was happy to go to see her, she was stopped by her parents. " "why? Why dont her parents let you see her? " "When her parents knelt on the ground and begged me, I realized that she had lost her memory and the memory after knowing me. The doctor said it was selective amnesia. When people were hit hard, they would hide some memories in an evasive way. Her parents begged me not to appear in front of her for the time being. They thought it would be better for her to forget everything before, fearing that if I went to see her, it might remind her of what happened in the past, and then she might fall into a coma and even commit suicide. If I really love her, dont go to see her now. For her and for our future, they want me to be patient. " "Her parents say so is reasonable, anyway, its only temporary! When her mood and body are stable, you can see her again! " Wife of shop-owner said this after listening to a man. The man smiled at the proprietress and said, "Do you know how long they mean temporarily? Is 10 years! That is, I have to endure this life without her in the past 10 years, even if I meet her occasionally on the road, I have to pretend to be a stranger and pass by her. You know how hard it is to live like this, and how painful it is to want to love but not love! " The man roared in an almost roaring voice. "Although this is very painful, did you choose this road?" Wife of shop-owner looked at the man with pity. The proprietresss eyes calmed the man down and nodded and said, "Hmm! And it will be 10 years today! " "Oh! Really? Thats really congratulations. You have worked hard for 10 years, and you can finally see her today! " Wife of shop-owner said happily. "thats right! But the more I get to this day, the more I get scared. Ten years, my heart has not changed, but what about her? What if I tell her about the past and she still cant remember me? Or does she already have a boyfriend or even get married? This is the question I want to ask you! " The man seemed to stare at the young shopkeeper with a little nervousness, quietly waiting for her reply. "Well ..." The wife of shop-owner held her head in her hands, thinking of the questions raised by men with a dignified face. "I think since you love that girl so much, it doesnt really matter if she remembers you. Its just a fresh start at most. Its actually very good to pursue her again and talk about love again. And it doesnt matter if you have a boyfriend! Dont you just grab her from him! " Wife of shop-owner said with a smile. "But!" She suddenly looked serious. "But if she is married, then you can give up! Those of us who are married hate someone who destroys their families! " "Is it?" The man said with his head down MoMo. "thats right! So dont be a person who destroys a womans family! " Dingling! Hanging on the door bell rang again, came in a few college students just after class, the wife of shop-owner walked out of the bar, busy greeting these new guests. "Right!" Wife of shop-owner suddenly thought of what, turned to look at the man. "why do you ask me these! You and I are just meeting for the first time! " She asked curiously. "Probably because the girl once said that she would open a coffee shop like this with me after marriage!" "Oh! It turned out to be like this! " Wife of shop-owner said. "Well! Thats all! Just ..... "The man kept repeating the same sentence, as if to tell himself something. Jazz stopped, and there was only the sound of college students talking and laughing in the whole room. The man looked down at the wedding ring on the bosss hand secretly, and a drop of warm tears slipped quietly into the coffee that had already cooled.
哭摩__陆小曼
我深信世界上恐怕没有可以描写得出我现在心中悲痛的一支笔。不要说我自己这支轻易也不能动的一支。可是除此之外我更无可以泄我满怀伤怨的心的机会了，我希望摩的灵魂也来帮我一帮，苍天给我这一霹雳直打得我满身麻木得连哭都哭不出来，浑身只是一阵阵的麻木。几日的昏沉直到今天才清醒过来，知道你是真的与我永别了。摩！漫说是你，就怕是苍天也不能知道我现在心中是如何地疼痛，如何地悲伤！从前听人说起心痛，我老笑他们虚伪，我想人的心怎会觉得痛，这不过说说而已，谁知道我今天才真的尝到这一阵阵心中绞痛似的味儿了。你知道么？曾记得当初我只要稍有不适即有你声声地在旁慰问，咳，如今我即使是痛死也再没有你来低声下气地慰问了，摩，你是不是真的忍心永远地抛弃我了么？你从前不是说你我最后的呼吸也需要连在一起才不负你我相爱之情么？你为什么不早些告诉我是要飞去呢？直到如今我还是不信你真的是飞了，我还是在这儿天天盼着你回来陪我呢，你快点将未了的事情办一下，来同我一同到云外优游去吧，你不要一个人在外逍遥，忘记了闺中还有我等着呢？
这不是做梦么？生龙活虎似的你倒先我而去，留着一个病恹恹的我单独与这满是荆棘的前途来斗争。志摩，这不是太惨了么？我还留恋些什么？可是回头看看我那苍苍白发的老娘，我不由一阵阵地心酸，也不敢再羡你的清闲、爱你的优游了，我再哪有这勇气，去看她这个垂死的人与你双双飞进这云天里去围绕着灿烂的明星跳跃，忘却人间有忧愁有痛苦像只没有牵挂的梅花鸟。这类的清福怕我还没有缘去享受！我知道我在尘世间的罪还未满，尚有许多的痛苦与罪孽还等着我去忍受呢。我现在唯一的希望是你倘能在一个深沉的黑夜里，静静凄凄地放轻了脚步走到我的枕边给我些无声的私语让我在梦魂中知道你！我的大大是回家来探望你那忘不了的爱来了，那时间，我绝不张惶！你不要慌，没人会来惊扰我们的。多少你总得让我再见一见你那可爱的脸，我才有勇气往下过这寂寞的岁月，你来吧，摩！我在等着你呢。
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事到如今我一点也不怨，怨谁好？恨谁好？你我五年的相聚只是幻影，不怪你忍心去，只怪我无福留，我是太薄命了，十年来受尽千般的精神痛苦，万样的心灵摧残，直将我这颗心打得破碎得不可收拾，到今天才真变成了死灰，也再不会发出怎样的光彩了。好在人生的刺激与柔情我也曾尝味，我也曾容忍过了，现在又受到了人生最可怕的死别。不死也不免是朵憔悴的花瓣再见不着阳光晒，也不见甘露漫了。从此我再不能知道世间有我的笑声了。
经过了许多的波折与艰难才达到了结合的日子，你我那时快乐得简直忘记了天有多高地有多厚，也忘记了世界上有忧愁二字，快活的日子过得与飞一般快，谁知道不久我们又走进忧城。病魔不断地来缠着我。它带着一切的烦恼，许多的痛苦，那时间我身体上受到了不可言语的沉痛，你精神上也无端地沉入忧闷，我知道你见我病身呻吟，转侧床笫，你心坎里有说不出的怜惜，满肠中有无限的伤感，你曾慰我，我无从使你再有安逸的日子。
摩，你为我荒度了你的诗意，失却了你的文兴，受着一般人的笑骂，我也只是在旁默然自恨，再没有法子使你像从前一样的欢乐。谁知你不顾一切地还是成天地安慰我，叫我不要因为生些病就看得前途只是黑暗，有你永远在我身边，不要再怕一切无谓的闲论。我就听着你静心平气地养病，只盼着天可怜我们几年的奋斗，给我们一个安逸的将来，谁知道如今一切都是幻影，我们的梦再也不能实现了，早知有今日何必当初你用尽心血地将我抚养呢？让我前年病死了，不是痛快得多么？你常说天无绝人之路，守着好了，哪知天竟绝人如此，哪里还有我平坦走着的道儿？这不是命么？还说什么？摩，不是我到今天还在怨你，你爱我，你不该轻生，我为你坐飞机，吵闹过不知几次，你还是忘了我的一切的叮咛，瞒着我独自地飞上天去了。
完了，完了，从此我再也听不到你那叽咕小语了，我心里的悲痛你知道么？我的破碎的心留着等你来补呢，你知道么？唉，你的灵魂也有时归来见我么？那天晚上我在朦胧中见到你往我身边跑，只是那一转眼的就不见了，等我跳着，叫着你，也再不见一些模糊的影子了，咳，你叫我从此怎样度此孤单的日月呢？真是叫天天不应，叫地地不响，苍天为何给我这样残酷的刑罚呢！从此我再不信有天道，有人心，我恨这世界，我恨天，恨地，我一切都恨，我恨他们为什么抢了我的你去，生生地将我们两颗碰在一起的心离了开去，从此叫我无处去摸我那一半热血未干的心，你看，我这一半还是不断地流着鲜红的血，流得满身只成了个血人。这伤痕除了那一半的心血来补，还有什么法子不叫她滴滴地直流呢，痛死了有谁知道，终有一天流完了血，自己就枯萎了。若是有时候你清风一阵地吹回来见着我成天为你滴血的一颗心，不知道又要如何地怜惜如何地张惶呢，我知道你又瞪着两个小猫似的眼珠儿乱叫乱喊着，看看，得了，我希望你叫得高声些，让我好听得见，你知道我现在只是一阵阵糊涂，有时人家大声地叫着我，我还是东张西望不知声音是何处来的呢。大大，若是我正在接近着梦边，你也不要怕扰了我的梦魂，像平常似的不敢惊动我，你知道我再不会骂你了，就是你打扰使我睡不着觉我也不敢再怨了，因为我只要再能得到你一次的扰，我就可以责问他们因何骗我说你不再回来，让他们看着我的摩还是丢不了我，乖乖地又回来陪伴着我了，这一回我可一定紧紧地搂抱你再不能叫你飞出我的怀抱了。天呀！可怜我，再让你回来一次吧！我没有得罪你，为什么罚我呢？
摩！我这儿叫你呢，我喉咙里叫得直要冒血了，你难道还没有听见么？直叫到铁树开花，枯木发芽我还是忍心等着，你一天不回来，我一天地叫，等着我哪天没有了气我才甘心地丢开这唯一的希望。
你这一走不单是碎了我的心，也收了不少朋友伤感的痛泪。这一下真使人们感觉到人世的可怕，世道的险恶，没有多少日子竟会将一个最纯白最天真不可多见的人收了去，与人世永诀。你也许到了天堂那儿还一样过你的欢乐的日子，可是你将我从此就断送了。
你以前不是说要我像清风似的常在你的左右么？好，现在倒是你先化着一阵清风飞去天边了，我盼你有时也吹回来帮着我做些未了的事情，只要你有耐心的话，最好是等着我将人世的事办完了同着你一同化风飞去，让朋友们永远只听见我们的风声而不见我们的人影，在黑暗里我们好永远逍遥自在地飞舞。
我真不明白你我在佛经上是怎样一种因果，既有缘相聚又因何中途分散，难道说这也有一定的定数么？记得我在北平的时候，那时还没有认识你，我是成天地过着那忍泪假笑的生活。我对人老含着一片至诚纯白的心而结果反遭不少人的讥诮，竟可以说没有一个人能明白我，能看透我的，一个人遭受着不可言语的痛苦，当然地不由生出厌世之心，所以我一天天地只是藏起了我的真实的心而拿一个虚伪的心来对付这混浊的社会，也不再希望有人能真正地认识我明白我。
甘心愿意从此自相摧残地快快了此残生，谁知道就在那时候会遇见了你，真如同在黑暗里见着了一线光明，将死的人又兑了一口气，生命从此转了一个方向。摩摩，你明白我，真算是透彻极了，你好像是成天钻在我的心房里似的，直到现在还只有你一个人是真懂得我的。
我记得我每遭人辱骂的时候你老是百般地安慰我，使我不得不对你生出一种不可言喻的感觉，我老说，有你，我还怕谁骂？你也常说，只要我明白你，你的人是我一个人的，你又为什么要去顾虑别人的批评呢？所以我哪怕成天受着病魔的缠绕也再不敢有所怨恨的了。我只是对你满心的歉意，因为我们理想中的生活全被我的病魔打破，连累着你成天也过那愁闷的日子。可是两年来我从来未见你有一些怨恨，也不见你因此对我稍有冷淡之意。也难怪文伯要说，你对我的爱是compatible and true的了，我只怨我真是无以对你，这，我只好招之于将来了。
我现在不顾一切往着这满是荆棘的道路上走去，去寻一点真实的发展，你不是常怨我跟你几年没有受着一些你的诗意的熏陶么？我也实在惭愧，真是辜负你一片至诚的心了，我本来一百个放心，以为有你会永久在我身边，还怕将来没有一个成功么？谁知现在我只得独自奋斗，再不能得你一些相助了，可是我若能单独撞出一条光明的大路也不负你爱我的心了，愿你的灵魂在冥冥中给我一点勇气，让我在这生命的道路上不再感受到孤立的恐慌。
我现在很坚定地答应你从此再不张着眼睛做梦躺在床上乱讲，病魔也得最后与它决斗一下，不是它生便是我倒，我一定做一个你一向希望我所能成的一种人，我决心做人，我决心做一点认真的事业，虽然我头顶只见乌云，地下满是黑影，可是我还记得你常说受苦的人没有悲观的权利，一个人决不能让悲观的慢性病侵蚀人的精神，同厌世的恶质染黑人的血液。
我此后不再病（你非暗中保护不可），我只叫我的心从此麻木，不再问世界有恋情，人们有欢娱，我早打发我的心，我的灵魂去追随你的左右，像一朵水莲花拥扶着你往白云深处去缭绕，绝不回头偷看尘间的作为，留下我的躯壳同生命来奋斗到战胜的那一天。我盼你带着悠悠的乐声从一团彩云里脚踏莲花瓣来接我同去永久地方相守，过我们理想中的岁月。
一转眼，你已经离开了我一个多月了，在这段时间我也不知道是怎样过来的，朋友们跑来安慰我，我也不知道说什么好，虽然决心不生病，谁知一直到现在也没有离开过我一天，摩摩，我虽然下了天大的决心，想与你争一口气，可是叫我怎能受得了每天每时悲念你时的一阵阵心肺的绞痛，到现在有时想哭，眼泪却干得流不出一点。
要叫，喉中疼得发不出声，虽然他们成天逼我喝一碗碗的苦水，也难以补得了我心头的悲痛，怕的是我恹恹的病体再受不了那岁月的摧残，我的爱，你叫我怎样忍受没有你在我身边的孤单。你那幽默的灵魂为什么这些日子也不给我一些声响？我晚间有时也叫了他们走开，房间不让有一点声音，盼你在人静时给我一些声响，叫我知道你的灵魂是常常环绕着我，也好叫我在茫茫前途感觉到一点生趣，不然怕死也难以支撑下去了。摩！大大求你显一显灵吧，你难道真的忍心从此不再同我说一句话了么？不要这样地苛酷了吧！你看，我这孤单一人影从此怎样地去撞这艰难的世界？难道你看了不心痛么？你爱我的心还存在么？你为什么不响？大！你真的不响了么？
Crying _ _ Lu Xiaoman
I am convinced that there is no pen in the world that can describe my grief now. Dont talk about myself, which cant move easily. But beyond that, I have no chance to let go of my sad heart. I hope the soul of Mo will also help me. Heaven gave me this thunderbolt, which made me so numb that I couldnt even cry, but only a few numbness. I didnt wake up until today, knowing that you really said goodbye to me. Mo! Talking about you, even heaven cant know how painful and sad my heart is now! Once upon a time, I heard people talk about "heartache". I always laughed at their hypocrisy. I wonder how peoples hearts feel pain. Its just talk. Who knows that I really tasted this burst of colic in my heart today? You know what? I remember when I felt a little uncomfortable, that is, I had your sympathy with me. Well, now I dont have your humble sympathy even if I die of pain. Mo, do you really have the heart to abandon me forever? Didnt you say that your last breath and my last breath need to be connected together to live up to your love? Why didnt you tell me earlier that you were going to fly? Until now, I still dont believe that you really flew. Im still here looking forward to your coming back to accompany me every day. Hurry up and take care of the outstanding things. Come with me to enjoy a good swim outside the cloud. You dont want to be alone, and forget that Im waiting in your best friends house. Isnt this a dream? Youre alive and kicking, but youre leaving me alone to fight against the future full of thorns. Shima, isnt this too bad? What else do I miss? But looking back at my white-haired old lady, I couldnt help feeling sad in waves, and I didnt dare to admire your leisure and love your leisure. I didnt have the courage to see her dying man and you both fly into the sky to jump around the brilliant stars, forgetting that there are sorrows and pains in the world like a plum blossom bird without caring. Im afraid I havent had a chance to enjoy this kind of happiness! I know that my sin on earth is not yet complete, and there are still many pains and sins waiting for me to endure. My only hope now is that if you can walk quietly and softly to my pillow in a deep night, give me some silent whispers and let me know you in my dream! My great love is coming home to visit your unforgettable love. At that time, I will never be embarrassed! Dont panic, no one will disturb us. How much you have to let me see your lovely face again before I have the courage to go on living this lonely time. Come on, Mo! Im waiting for you. Now I dont complain at all. Who should I blame? Who to hate? The five-year meeting between you and me is just a mirage. I dont blame you for having the heart to go. I only blame me for not staying. I am too poor. I have suffered thousands of mental pains and thousands of spiritual devastation in the past ten years, and my heart has been broken out of control. It has really turned into a dying ember until today, and I wont give out any glory again. Fortunately, I have tasted the excitement and tenderness of life, and I have tolerated it, and now I have received the most terrible death in my life. Undead is a gaunt petal. You cant see the sun or the dew. From then on, I can no longer know that there is my laughter in the world. After many twists and turns and difficulties, the day of integration was achieved. At that time, you and I were so happy that we simply forgot how high and thick the sky was, and also forgot that there was the word sorrow in the world. Happy days passed as fast as flying. Who knew that we would soon enter Usagi again? Illness keeps haunting me. It brought all the troubles and a lot of pains. At that time, I suffered unspeakable pains physically, and you also sank into depression for no reason. I know that you saw me groaning and turning to bed, and there was unspeakable pity in your heart and infinite sadness in your stomach. You comforted me, and I couldnt make you have a comfortable life. Mo, you have wasted your poetry for me, lost your literary interest, and been criticized by ordinary people. I just stood by and hated myself, and there was no way to make you as happy as before. Who knows that you are desperate to comfort me, telling me not to see the future just because I am sick, but to have you by my side forever, so dont be afraid of all unnecessary idle talk. I will listen to you calmly for illness, only looking forward to the days pity on our struggle for several years, and give us a comfortable future. Who knows that everything is a mirage now, and our dreams can no longer be realized? If I had known today, why did you try your best to raise me? Let me die the year before last, not how happy? You always say that God never shuts one door but he opens another. Just keep it. I didnt know that God never shuts one door but he opens another. Where can I walk flat? Isnt this fate? Also say what? Mo, its not that I still blame you today. You love me. You shouldnt commit suicide. I flew for you and made a lot of noise. You still forgot all my exhortations and flew to heaven alone without telling me. Its over, its over. I cant hear your whisper anymore. Do you know my grief? My broken heart is waiting for you to mend it, you know? Alas, does your soul return to see me sometimes? That night, I saw you running to me in the dim light, but it just disappeared in a blink of an eye. When I jumped and called you, I couldnt see some vague shadows again. Well, how can you tell me to spend this lonely sun and moon from now on? Its called every day should not be, called the ground is silent, why heaven gave me such cruel punishment! From then on, I dont believe there is heaven and peoples hearts. I hate the world, I hate heaven and hate everything. I hate why they robbed me of my heart, leaving the two of us touching each other alive. From then on, I have no place to touch my half of my wet heart. You see, my half still keeps flowing bright red blood, and it only becomes a bloody person. Apart from the half of the hard work, is there any way not to make her drip to DC? It hurts. Who knows, one day, when the blood runs out, she will wither. If sometimes you blow back to see my heart dripping blood for you all day, I dont know how to pity it and how to open it up. I know you stare at two kitten-like eyes and yell and shout. Look, come on, I hope you can shout loudly so that I can hear it well. You know Im just confused now. Sometimes people call me loudly. I still look in all directions and dont know where the voice comes from. Great, if Im approaching the edge of my dream, dont be afraid to disturb my dream soul. I cant disturb me as usual. You know I wont scold you again. Even if you disturb me, I cant complain again, because as long as I can get your disturbance again, I can ask them why they lied to me that you wont come back, let them look at my motorcycle and still cant lose me, and come back to accompany me obediently. Jesus Christ! Have pity on me and let you come back again! I didnt offend you, why punish me? Mo! Im calling you here. My throat is bleeding. Havent you heard me? I still have the heart to wait until the Cycas bloom and the dead trees sprout. If you dont come back one day, I will cry every day, and I will give up this only hope when I lose my breath. Your departure not only broke my heart, but also collected many friends sad tears. This really makes people feel that the world is terrible, and the world is dangerous. There are not many days when one of the purest and most innocent people will be taken away. You may live your happy life in heaven, but you have ruined me from now on. Didnt you say you wanted me to be around you like a breeze? Well, now its time for you to fly to the sky with a cool breeze. I hope you sometimes blow back to help me do some unfinished business. If you have patience, its best to wait for me to finish the worlds work and fly with you, so that my friends can only hear our wind and never see our figure. We can always fly freely in the dark. I really dont understand what kind of cause and effect you and I have in Buddhist scriptures, because we are destined to get together and why we are scattered in the middle. Is this also a certain fate? I remember when I was in Peiping, I didnt know you at that time, and I lived a life of enduring tears and smirking. I always have a sincere and pure white heart to people, but the result is ridiculed by many people. It can be said that no one can understand me and see through me. A person suffers from unspeakable pain, and of course cant help but give birth to a world-weary heart. So I just hide my true heart day by day and take a false heart to deal with this turbid society, and no longer hope that someone can really know me and understand me. Willing to destroy this afterlife from now on, who knows that I will meet you at that time, it is like seeing a ray of light in the dark, and the dying people will breathe a sigh of relief, and life will turn in one direction from now on. Momo, you understand me thoroughly. You seem to be drilling in my heart all day. Until now, you are the only one who really understands me. I remember every time I was abused, you always comforted me in every way, which made me have to give birth to an indescribable feeling for you. I always said, if I have you, who am I afraid of scolding? You also often say, as long as I understand you, your people are mine, why do you have to worry about other peoples criticism? Therefore, even if I suffer from illness all day long, I dare not resent it. Im just full of apologies to you, because our ideal life has been completely broken by my illness, which has made you live that gloomy life all day long. But in the past two years, I have never seen you have some resentment, and I have never seen you show any indifference to me. It is no wonder that Wen Bo wants to say that your love for me is compatible and true. I only blame me for being incapable of treating you, so I have to recruit it in the future. Now I am desperate to walk on this road full of thorns, looking for some real development. Dont you often complain that I havent been influenced by your poetry for several years? Im really ashamed, too. I really failed to live up to your sincere heart. I was relieved that I would have you by my side forever, but I was afraid that none of them would succeed in the future. But now I have to struggle alone, and I cant get some help from you. But if I can bump out a bright road alone, I wont lose your love for me. May your soul give me a little courage, so that I can no longer feel isolated panic on this road of life. Now I firmly promise you that you will never dream of lying in bed with your eyes open, and you will have to fight with it at last. Either it is born or I will fall. I must be a person you always hope I can be. I am determined to be a man, and I am determined to do a serious career. Although I see only dark clouds above my head and dark shadows under the ground, I still remember that you often say that "people who suffer have no right to be pessimistic", and one must never let pessimistic chronic diseases erode people. I am no longer sick (you must protect it secretly). I only call my heart numb from now on. I dont ask about love in the world. People have fun. I sent my heart and my soul to follow your side. Like a lotus flower, I will hold you to the depths of the white clouds. I will never look back at the actions between the dust, leaving my body and life to struggle until the day of victory. I hope that you will pick me up from a cloud of colorful clouds with a leisurely music, and go to a permanent place to live our ideal years. In a blink of an eye, you have been away from me for more than a month. During this time, I dont know how to come here. My friends came to comfort me. I dont know what to say. Although I decided not to get sick, I have never left me for a day. Momo, although I made a great determination to compete with you, how can I stand a burst of heart and lung colic when I miss you every day? Now I sometimes want to cry? If you want to cry, you cant make any noise in your throat. Although they force me to drink bowls of bitter water all day, its hard to make up for my grief. Im afraid that my weak and weary illness cant stand the ravages of those years. My love, how can you tell me to endure loneliness without you by my side? Why doesnt your humorous soul give me any noise these days? I sometimes tell them to go away in the evening, and there is no sound in the room. I hope you can give me some sound when people are quiet, so that I know that your soul is always around me, so that I can feel a little interesting in the boundless future, otherwise I cant support myself if Im afraid of death. Mo! Please show your spirit greatly. Do you really have the heart to never say a word with me again? Dont be so cruel! Look, how did my lonely figure hit this difficult world from now on? Dont you feel heartache after reading it? Does your love for me still exist? Why dont you ring? Big! Are you sure you wont ring?
爱的谎言__佚名
他和她相识是在一个宴会上。那时的她年轻美丽，颇有才华，在学校里是出了名的人物，身边自然不乏追求者，而他却是一个很普通的人，很久以来一直爱慕着她，她自然不知道这一切。宴会结束，他邀请她去喝咖啡，她很吃惊，然而，出于礼貌，她还是答应了。坐在咖啡馆里，两个人之间的气氛很是尴尬，没有什么话题。正当她打算找个借口离开时，小姐把他们点的咖啡端上来了，他却突然说：麻烦你拿点盐过来，我喝咖啡习惯放点盐。当时，她愣住了，小姐也愣住了，大家的目光都集中到了他身上，以至他的脸都红了。
小姐把盐拿过来了，他放了点进去，慢慢地喝着。她很好奇地问他：你为什么要在咖啡里加盐呢？他沉默了一会儿，很慢地几乎是一字一顿地说：小时候，我家住在海边，我老是在海里泡着，海浪打过来，海水涌进嘴里，又苦又咸。现在，很久没回家了，咖啡里加盐，就算是想家的一种表现吧，可以把和家的距离拉近一点。
她突然被打动了，因为，这是她第一次听到男人在她面前说想家，她认为，想家的男人必定是顾家的男人，而顾家的男人必定是爱家的男人。看着眼前的这个男人，她忽然有一种倾诉的欲望，于是他们谈起了各自的故乡，越聊越起劲，不觉间几个小时过去了，他们从未一下子说过这么多的话，有一种畅快淋漓的感觉，似乎还有些意犹未尽的感觉。很晚了，他们不得不回去，而她也意外地同意让他送她回去。此后，两个人频繁地约会，她发现他实际上是一个很好的男人，大度、细心、体贴，符合她所欣赏的所有的优秀男人应该具有的特性。她暗自庆幸，幸亏当时礼貌，才没有和他擦肩而过，也没有和幸福擦肩而过。她带他去遍了城里的每家咖啡馆，每次都是她说：请拿些盐来好吗？我的朋友喜欢咖啡里加盐。再后来，就像童话书里所写的一样，王子和公主结婚了，从此过着幸福的生活。他们确实过得很幸福，而且一过就是四十多年，直到他前不久得病去世。
故事似乎要结束了，如果没有那封信的话。那封信是他临终前交给她的：原谅我一直都欺骗了你，还记得四十年前我们相识时，第一次请你喝咖啡的情形吗？当时气氛差极了，我很难受，也很紧张，不知怎么想的，竟然对小姐说拿些盐来，其实我不加盐的，当时既然说出来了，只好将错就错了。没想到这一下让我喝了半辈子的加盐咖啡。有好多次，我都想告诉你，可我怕你会生气，更怕你会因此离开我。今生与你相伴是我最大的幸福，如果有来生，我希望还能娶到你。只是，我可不想再喝加盐的咖啡了，咖啡里加盐，你不知道，那味道，有多难喝。咖啡里加盐，我当时是怎么想出来的！信的内容让她吃惊，同时有一种被骗的感觉。然而，他不知道，她多想告诉他，她是多么高兴，有人为了她，能够做出这样的一生一世的欺骗……
Love lies _ _ anonymous
He met her at a banquet. At that time, she was young, beautiful and talented. She was a famous figure in school, and there was no lack of suitors around her. But he was a very ordinary person, who loved her for a long time. Naturally, she didnt know all this. At the end of the banquet, he invited her to have coffee, and she was surprised. However, out of politeness, she agreed. Sitting in a cafe, the atmosphere between two people is very awkward and there is no topic. Just as she was going to find an excuse to leave, the young lady brought the coffee they ordered, but he suddenly said, "Please bring some salt. I am used to putting some salt in coffee." At that time, she froze, and so did the young lady. All eyes were focused on him, and his face was red. Miss brought the salt. He put some in it and drank it slowly. She asked him curiously, "Why do you add salt to your coffee?" He was silent for a while, and said slowly, almost word by word, "When I was a child, my family lived by the sea, and I was always soaking in the sea. The waves came and the sea water poured into my mouth, which was bitter and salty. Now, I havent been home for a long time. Adding salt to my coffee is a manifestation of homesickness. You can bring the distance from home closer. " She was suddenly moved, because this is the first time she heard a man say homesick in front of her. She thinks that a man who is homesick must be a man who cares for his family, and a man who cares for his family must be a man who loves his family. Looking at the man in front of me, she suddenly had a desire to talk, so they talked about their hometown, and the more they talked, the more excited they were. Before they knew it, a few hours passed, and they never said so many things at once. There was a feeling of dripping fun, and there seemed to be some feeling of wanting more. It was late and they had to go back, and she unexpectedly agreed to let him send her back. Since then, two people have been dating frequently, and she found that he is actually a very good man, generous, careful and considerate, which is in line with the characteristics that all excellent men should have. She feels glad, thanks to her politeness at that time, she didnt miss him or happiness. She took him to every cafe in the city, and every time she said, "would you please bring some salt?" My friend likes salt in coffee. " Later, as written in fairy tales, "the prince and princess got married and lived happily ever after". They really lived happily, and they lived for more than forty years until he died of illness not long ago. The story seems to be coming to an end, if there is no such letter. The letter was given to her on his deathbed: "Forgive me for lying to you all the time. Remember the first time we bought you coffee when we met 40 years ago? At that time, the atmosphere was terrible, and I was very uncomfortable and nervous. I didnt know how to think, but I told Miss to bring some salt. In fact, I didnt add salt. Since I said it at that time, I had to go wrong. I didnt expect this to make me drink salty coffee for half my life. Many times, I wanted to tell you, but I was afraid that you would get angry, and I was even more afraid that you would leave me. It is my greatest happiness to be with you in this life. If there is an afterlife, I hope I can still marry you. Its just, I dont want to drink coffee with salt. Coffee with salt, you dont know how bad it tastes. Add salt to the coffee, how did I think of it at the time! " The content of the letter surprised her, and at the same time she felt cheated. However, he doesnt know, she wants to tell him how happy she is, and someone can cheat for her all her life …
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